Grand Tourismo
I'm at the library. I should be mucking up for the upcoming quiz, but my concentration's gone.
I'm sitting next to this girl that I've been eyeing for quite some time. I am not a lesbo, but I have girl crushes just like the rest of you guys. You can say that I like being inspired by girls. There was this one time I bought a pair of sandals exactly like the one a girl in my subway has. I once read a book that I spied a cool girl in my Art class read.
I like having girl crushes. It gives you the motivation to become a better person, fashion wise, mentally, emotionally and physically. I call them role models to someone not open enough to hear about my 'girl crushes'.
The girl besides me is an avid library goer. She must be a junior because I have only recently seen her. She has long flowing black hair, skin the color of confused tan bottles - not that brown, not that light brown. One of her eyes is slightly smaller. She has big boobs, and a slender frame. I don't like big boobs but she carries them well. She wears the same sandals every single day, everytime I see her on the library. Her fashion sense's simple, but given the place we're at now I understand why. You can tell she's actually stylish from the bits and pieces she has - her bowling shoes she wears from time to time, her cool graphic art pencil case, and her totally DIY file folder. I could tell she's serious about her studies.
I have always wanted to be someone I'm not. Not to say that I don't love myself or hate my life, but other girls' life always intrigues me. Maybe it's the fact that they are not me, thus entirely different. Or maybe the have a different fahsion sense than I do, therefore cooler, or read the kind of books I've never heard of, hence more intelligent, or listen to bands I'm unaware of, making them cool groupies of yesterday's past.
This girl is put together. I don't know what kind of music she listens to, or what books she likes to read, though I caught her going through the fitness section a lot, and how she is like. Well, I don't want to know how she is like, it always kills the fantasy. But I know she's dedicated to her studies, unassuming with a pretty smile. I like watching her, in a non-sexual way I have to add. I love guys and what comes with them, mind you.
I have to go before she starts to get wrong ideas.
I'm sitting next to this girl that I've been eyeing for quite some time. I am not a lesbo, but I have girl crushes just like the rest of you guys. You can say that I like being inspired by girls. There was this one time I bought a pair of sandals exactly like the one a girl in my subway has. I once read a book that I spied a cool girl in my Art class read.
I like having girl crushes. It gives you the motivation to become a better person, fashion wise, mentally, emotionally and physically. I call them role models to someone not open enough to hear about my 'girl crushes'.
The girl besides me is an avid library goer. She must be a junior because I have only recently seen her. She has long flowing black hair, skin the color of confused tan bottles - not that brown, not that light brown. One of her eyes is slightly smaller. She has big boobs, and a slender frame. I don't like big boobs but she carries them well. She wears the same sandals every single day, everytime I see her on the library. Her fashion sense's simple, but given the place we're at now I understand why. You can tell she's actually stylish from the bits and pieces she has - her bowling shoes she wears from time to time, her cool graphic art pencil case, and her totally DIY file folder. I could tell she's serious about her studies.
I have always wanted to be someone I'm not. Not to say that I don't love myself or hate my life, but other girls' life always intrigues me. Maybe it's the fact that they are not me, thus entirely different. Or maybe the have a different fahsion sense than I do, therefore cooler, or read the kind of books I've never heard of, hence more intelligent, or listen to bands I'm unaware of, making them cool groupies of yesterday's past.
This girl is put together. I don't know what kind of music she listens to, or what books she likes to read, though I caught her going through the fitness section a lot, and how she is like. Well, I don't want to know how she is like, it always kills the fantasy. But I know she's dedicated to her studies, unassuming with a pretty smile. I like watching her, in a non-sexual way I have to add. I love guys and what comes with them, mind you.
I have to go before she starts to get wrong ideas.
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